Good one. I never realized it until this very moment, but I also ran to the opposite of my first serious partner very quickly after that breakup happened, with little time for self in between. The third has gotta be the one! 🤣
One topic that caught my attention was the unborn children and a future without end. I am at the opposite end of the spectrum. I am 78 and left my family partner 10 years ago after retiring. At that time, the universe presented me with the final partner in this world, a truly spiritual companion. She died 2 years ago when what she came here to do was completed. I found myself single for the first time in my life to complete what I came here to do.
My children have not had children so I am able to allow my interest in this world to deminish to my dog and simply watching the grass grow and the paint dry on the finale of the story of me..
I do not have the anchor in this world of lineage, being witness to its final completion, literally dying to the social construct before my body dies. I find myself the last ancestor, which seems to be a common thread in many people across the globe.
After grieving for several months, I now am feeling the power that comes from being unfettered by the world of ancestors. Take all the time you need to grieve, for me, it is a process of sadness, not suffering. The pain was real since parts of my pyche have been reconfigured and reconstructed, but I do not equate that to suffering.
May peace and wonder arise for you when your next spring arrives.
Thanks for sharing this brother. For pretty much all of my life I’ve had one foot out the door of planet Earth. I’ve never felt deeply anchored here. I’ve felt more like a visitor just passing through. Neither ancestors nor lineage have interested me.
I vaguely wanted kids when I was younger, but not enough to commit to it or have them. Having these beings come to me now demanding to be born has been interesting. I don’t know what part they will play in the future. They may have no children of their own. I just feel I owe them the opportunity to live and breathe and make of life what they will.
I’m still groking this future without end thing. I just know that when I’m aligned with it I feel at one with infinity.
I’m glad you finally got a spiritual companion, and am praying you and your family have a good Christmas and New Year.
Thanks brother. The flow of vital energy through our being seems to be one of the best compasses on this journey. Every compromise of truth takes us a little further away from ourselves and the good of all. Which makes discernment more important than ever. There are many bright and shinny potentialities that provide a moment's rush but quickly self-terminate. The golden path is humble, fearless, compassionate, and wise.
Good one. I never realized it until this very moment, but I also ran to the opposite of my first serious partner very quickly after that breakup happened, with little time for self in between. The third has gotta be the one! 🤣
haha Third time has to be the charm!
One topic that caught my attention was the unborn children and a future without end. I am at the opposite end of the spectrum. I am 78 and left my family partner 10 years ago after retiring. At that time, the universe presented me with the final partner in this world, a truly spiritual companion. She died 2 years ago when what she came here to do was completed. I found myself single for the first time in my life to complete what I came here to do.
My children have not had children so I am able to allow my interest in this world to deminish to my dog and simply watching the grass grow and the paint dry on the finale of the story of me..
I do not have the anchor in this world of lineage, being witness to its final completion, literally dying to the social construct before my body dies. I find myself the last ancestor, which seems to be a common thread in many people across the globe.
After grieving for several months, I now am feeling the power that comes from being unfettered by the world of ancestors. Take all the time you need to grieve, for me, it is a process of sadness, not suffering. The pain was real since parts of my pyche have been reconfigured and reconstructed, but I do not equate that to suffering.
May peace and wonder arise for you when your next spring arrives.
Thanks for sharing this brother. For pretty much all of my life I’ve had one foot out the door of planet Earth. I’ve never felt deeply anchored here. I’ve felt more like a visitor just passing through. Neither ancestors nor lineage have interested me.
I vaguely wanted kids when I was younger, but not enough to commit to it or have them. Having these beings come to me now demanding to be born has been interesting. I don’t know what part they will play in the future. They may have no children of their own. I just feel I owe them the opportunity to live and breathe and make of life what they will.
I’m still groking this future without end thing. I just know that when I’m aligned with it I feel at one with infinity.
I’m glad you finally got a spiritual companion, and am praying you and your family have a good Christmas and New Year.
Thanks brother. The flow of vital energy through our being seems to be one of the best compasses on this journey. Every compromise of truth takes us a little further away from ourselves and the good of all. Which makes discernment more important than ever. There are many bright and shinny potentialities that provide a moment's rush but quickly self-terminate. The golden path is humble, fearless, compassionate, and wise.
Love you bubby!